Steady Hands
Basically, my body was shutting down. My heart wasn’t pumping blood right. Every few hours, my mind forgot where I was. The shakes had turned into full body tremors. I couldn’t do anything for myself…
Tag: RECOVERY
QUARANTINE
I just remember hearing a voice in my head say “You could just tell them the truth.” I stayed trapped in my mind for the next few hours. I got up and searched for a beer or a bottle of wine, or anything to cure the shakes. Do I come clean? Do I lie again? WHAT CAN I TELL THEM?! It was all a matter of choice here. I clearly had no problem coming up with the right words to manipulate my way through this. But, did I have the energy? I didn’t…
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Shaky Hands
The first time I prepared to tell this story, I was so nervous. As I took the mic and walked up to the stage, I noticed my shaky hands. Then, my nerves disappeared and I got grateful REAL quick. I was grateful that my hands were shaky because I was about to share my testimony, and NOT because I was still lost in the bottle…
